I
was sitting in my front yard during the harsh and humid month of Bhado in
Haryana
As I walked around the
corner where the sun had previously reflected on the park's stagnant water and
beamed through the trees, just the day before, the only
thing that could now be seen was the cloudy grey sky that comes with a normal
monsoon day.
With a touch of disappointment, I whispered, “Oh, Mr. Sun, where did you go? Why did you leave us so soon? I needed you to stay just a little longer so I could focus on you for a few seconds. My eyes are tired and need some Trāṭaka exercise.”
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| The cloudy Bhado sky over Haryana, breaking the brief stretch of sunshine |
No
sooner had I spoken those words than I felt a moment of deep conviction
Much like those
sunshine-filled days, I had just passed through a wonderful season— the kind of season where we have the privilege of
seeing God’s light shine bright and pushing through the darkness, beaming
between the trees. It had been a season of renewal, refreshment, and
restoration. It had been a season when dreams that would have appeared
to have been dead or lost were now being given new life and shape.
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Monsoon
foliage in the yard, holding memories of brighter days |
Standing
in the warmth of that season, I dared to dream bigger
So
there I was, with a fast beating heart in the middle of the excitement of what
God was showing me glimpses of, along with my quickly bending and trembling
knees. There isn't such an accelerating feeling like when God gives us a vision
that is quickly followed by confirmation. I honestly don't know if my heart
could handle those moments on an ongoing basis. I think I would quickly go from
writing down God size dreams to standing in His presence if you know what I
mean. Maybe that is why God’s glory and His dreams for us are revealed
to us in glimpses so that we can live through them and fulfill His purpose.
Sweet friend, He
wants to tend your heart too. If you find yourself in the midst of a cloudy day
like I did in that season, let me encourage you. We must remember, just
because the sun doesn’t shine, it doesn't mean that it's not there. Just
because we can’t feel the warmth of its sunshine, it doesn't mean that it’s
purpose is not being accomplished…even in the midst of those cloudy gray
and overcast days. The sun is always there and it will shine again. It really
will. Until then, let’s keep holding on to God’s promise; the promise that God
never forgets about us or the dreams He has for us. The promise is that if we
seek Him we will find Him, when we seek Him with all our heart…ALL of it!
Have you sought
after Him today?
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A
cozy indoor corner holding personal keepsakes and everyday details |
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| A traditional Sitar resting indoors, adding a musical soul to the space Life Snippets & Moving Forward Where
do the days go? It feels like weeks have passed since returning from Delhi |
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A
simple cane stool resting in the living room |
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Sunlight
filtering through the iron grill door into the room |
It
is a good thing I didn't hold my breath about the house transition just yet
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